Friday, December 31, 2004
happy new year
Friday, December 31, 2004
can't believe it. it's few hours to 2005!!!
yes yes yes. something to be rejoice about. but take a while to reflect on 2004. what have i acheived? what have i done to piss people and piss myself.(lol pretty stupid) whatever, you know what i mean. i think this has been quite a WOW year to me. being a upper sec, being so involved in the council, being in the exco, in 3/1, in track.. i've know lots of new friends and made myself a better person. i dunno but i quite enjoy this year. do you? i hope all of us had used our time wisely and still use time wisely for 05. enough with crap. i'm going to make a resolution.
1. i'm going to try to be nice to everyone.(even i don't like that person)
2. i'm going to study hard for o level.
3. i'll try not to keep going to town
4. i'll save my money and stop spending so much
5. i'll try to learn a new word everyday
6. i'll control my temper!!!!(MUST!!)
7. i'll train really hard during training!
8. i'll try to drink more water
9. i'll lose some weight
10. i will study the right way!!!
i don't know what to say about the tsunami incident. singaporeans are affected by the freak wave and some 200+++ people are missing. pray for their safety and i hope they are well. god bless everyone. have a safe 2005! happy new year everyone and have a great and awarding year! love you.
Thursday, December 30, 2004
that birthday month thingy
Thursday, December 30, 2004
this is one of the favourite fowarded e mails i often receive.
i'm an august baby anyway.
AUGUST:
Loves to joke. yes
Attractive. aha, am i?
Suave and caring. i guess i'm caring. suave? maybe.
Brave and fearless. i think so...
Firm and has leadership qualities. uh huh..maybe not firm enough..
Knows how to console others. argh, i suck at it.
Too generous and egotistic. i'm learning how to control my finances, can't be too nice to ppl sometimes
Takes high pride of oneself. yes, definately
Thirsty for praises. ya..
Extraordinary spirit. mm, i don't know..
Easily angered. yes
Angry when provoked. yes
Easily jealous. yes. that sucks!
Observant. i'm quite blur
Careful and cautious mm, i'm careless.
Thinks quickly. i'm quite slow
Independent thoughts. yes!
Loves to lead and to be led. yes
Loves to dream. yes
Talented in the arts, music and defense. i guess so, not THAT talented. just alright
Sensitive but not petty. i'm petty AND sensitive.
Poor resistance against illnesses. fair.
Learns to relax. yes
Hasty and trusty. yes
Romantic. i'm a sucker for romance.
Loving and caring. yes!!!
Loves to make friends yes!!!!!!
quite true tho. lol. nothing much today.. merry christmas and a happy new year everyone..
Thursday, December 23, 2004
some pics
Thursday, December 23, 2004
god. this is .BEAUTIFUL
god. this thing must weigh a ton..
i'm the phantom of the opera
it's the sec 1 registration today. lol, it's kinda weird to see my mum with my brother in school. especially my brother. he's going to 1/3. this year we have 2 express class, 3 normal acd class, and 2 normal tech class,7 classes in total. getting from bad to worse yea? at least that little bastard won't be a loser on the 1st day of school. he has friends with him, some act cool- ah beng wannabe. haha.. he's going to get into trouble very sooon... he might be ah tan's eyesore. i saw this girl i didn't have a good impression of. she's kinda stuck up. i think she looks down on the school. she's like some girl trying to act like 18yr old or something. she had dyed hair. oh well, 1st impression may not tell a lot of a person. i'll know them better next year. it's kinda fun to see most of the SCs back today. i missed a lot of them.
after debreif, we stayed back to do a little of the sec 1 camp planning stuff. i still got to come out with 1 normal weather and wet weather game. oh god. jun long gave my a ripcurl keychain for christmas. so nice of him! i'm getting him somthing quite soon, i'm kinda broke. i'm supposed to get ryn a davidoff perfume. it's sweet. and i'm getting sammy a basketball and jun long prob a dog chain. i might get calvin a cap if he gets me something. ;D
i met ryn after the planning stuff and we headed to lido. we had macs. the grilled chicken foldover. it's quite yummy. now i see why conan hates it. becuase there's garlic sauce in it! haha.. what a moron. i just can't get eoungh of the fries.. argh. carbohydrates. i don't know if i should continue taking biology or not. as mrs lim has left the school, mrs wee might take over. i heard she's good...... i should really reconsider.
right. ANYWAY... we went to watch a movie!!! PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!
it's SOoooooooooOOOoooooooo good! it's like the most romantic movie i've watched. ryn and i were like 'AWWWWWwwwwwwwwwWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!' and i kept singing. the actors in there do not speak. they kept singing and i sang along. OMG! i LOVE THAT MOVIEEEEEE!!!!! i love the phantom!!! he's soooo charming and sauve!!!! god! i am totally IMPRESSED!!! Christine was so pretty! she's like an angel. and Vicomte is SO handsome. he's so good looking. tho Erik(phantom) was kinda disfigured, i still love himmm!!! awww..
aww, so charming, so sauve..
I LOVE YOU
I LOVE YOU
I STILL LOVE YOU
gorgeous
you are SO charming!!!!!!
AH AH AH AH AH.........................
sexy lady
HOT HOT HOT Raoul
...
THIS IS SO ROMANTICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC!!!
The Masquerade Ball
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
god! i can't fucking post the picture. it keeps appearing as the stupid box with the spastic X in it. god!!!
anyway, training this morning was kind of tough. it's the slope. we went out to run this slope behind TCHS. it was SO steep. after running once, my legs were wobbling. i couldn't stand properly after the 2nd run. after my last 3rd run, i was about to fall every few steps. my legs were like jelly. i was like 'OMG! this is so crazy!!!' but well, i did it. i like that sense of acheivement. after that, we returned back to TCHS to play street soccer. i got into another mishap. i was smacked right in the face my the ball. i was like 'HUH?' the pain was unbearable that tears just flowed. i was laughing and crying. think about it. lol. it was so STUPID. i was like 'omg omg omg omg.' i was so shocked. goodness..
after training, we went to eat in SIM. it was the lunch time i guess. there were so many ppl in there. lol.
we were like out of place there. in our sports gear and smelly bodies. lol. i just LOVE the chicken cream pasta there!!!!!! yum!
i'm so tired i'm going to die. goodnight.
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Tuesday, December 21, 2004
OMG WENYWAN!!!!!!
FUCKING LOSE SOME WEIGHT.
YOU'RE FAT FAT FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what if i tell you i like you...
haha day
it's kind of a dry day today. i stayed home till 3 plus when my parents brought us out. i spent the day at home watching south park and simpsons. fucking retard ken kept irritating me whole day. i came home from dinner about 8 plus.
don't feel like blogging much today.
took this with mummy today.
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Monday, December 20, 2004
wo yao ai
Monday, December 20, 2004
i'm so tired!
I went for florence's ballet concert last night. there were so many good looking guys there. haha. i met daryl with ken yesterday afternoon at far east plaza. we went for ice cream. lol. i was suppose to terat them swensons, but they had macs ice cream instead. i was really broke. had only 12 dollars in my wallet and spent everything. after ice cream, we went to parkway parade to meet alvin, joanna, jun jie, benjamin and manfred. they were so dumb. went to play arcade, pool. i hate both games so i went window shopping with joanna.
we really wasted a lot of times yesterday deciding where to go. in the end, we went to suntec city to play arcade again. how dumb.
i saw a transexual. he's so fugly. he was wearing this black translucent cardigan with a bright red bra underneath. goodness! he has this really ugly curly golden hair on his ugly head with a fugly face. and he was wearing a black mini skirt with heels. but he has really nice legs tho. long and lean. quite tall for a man.
and..........i got a new phone! goodness, finally!!!!!!!!!
my parents brought me to hello@ orchard. i saw this panasonic x700 and quite like it. i like the functions la.
ok.. gotta go.. ciao!
Friday, December 17, 2004
i hate it
Friday, December 17, 2004
i hate it when you lie to me.
i hate it when you give me that look.
i hate it when you betray me.
i hate to be alone.
i hate it when no one cares at all.
i hate it when you take sides.
i hate it when making money is what you have in mind.
i hate it when you have no time for me.
i hate to be made use of.
i hate it when you treat me as an idiot.
i hate it to put everything inside.
i hate it when i have to admit something that i didn't do.
i hate it when you scold me.
i hate it when you don't treat me as a 15 yr old.
i hate all of you.
fuck you.
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
i like you a lot
bullshit
i woke up this morning thinking it's friday. i thought i was late for training. oh well. it feels good not having my irritating brother disturb my sleep. after having breakfast, i wanted to bake my CHOC CAKEEEE!! but my maid reminded me to finish the bananas so i made banana tart. it looks good. but it didn't taste fantastic. i'd rather take my CHOC CAKEEEE!!! thank you very much. heh.
finished baking about 1 plus when jun ling smsed me and said he's reaching with conan in about 10 mins. they stayed till 6 plus. calvin and nigel came too. we did our camp thing the whole afternoon. we gossipped like some aunties and i continued laughing like some retard. oh well.
after they left, i felt so god dammed bored. i felt even worse when my dad called and told me they were shopping in KLCC. it's like the shopping heaven there!!! they spent like $2000 plus on whatever thingy. i was so JEALOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss jackie and caryn!!!
i want to go shopping/movie this morning, but my girlfriend's not around!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she must be busy shopping in thailand.
i can't wait for christmas!
Monday, December 13, 2004
whhhhhhhhheeeee
Monday, December 13, 2004
i think i'm becoming a little mad lately.
i just laugh like nobody's business.
we've started the sec 1 camp planning and i think it's quite a demanding job. i think i'm not very prepared yet. it feels so different in a whole different level. i've been through the camper in sec 1, the instructor in sec 3, now a planner. it's scary how fast time passes. in about 434 hours, i'd be a sec 4 student. seems only like yesterday i've stepped into Asumption.
mum and dad and ken and xiang went to KL. so i'm kinda bored at home.
i will
-swim
-do homework
-go to gym
-study
-watch tv!
-sleep
-cook
when they are away. i'm going to bake a very sinful choc cake tomorrow.
no one to share with =(
i'm tired today. bloody hell, had only 4 hrs of sleep last night.
i miss ryn!!!!!
Monday, December 06, 2004
hi again!
Monday, December 06, 2004
i'm so sorry i haven't blogged for a long time. i've returned from japan for about 2 weeks. the exchange program was really great. the group had prepared quite well for the trip, in terms of dance, presentations, whatever. i've learnt a lot from this trip. it was my first time travelling alone. to be honest, i felt afraid. i've been travelling with my mummy or my family since young. but never alone. it's quite an experience. i'm someone who needs reassurance. i'm a little insecure. i get emotional easily. like at the airport, when everyone's daddy, mummy were there, mine wasn't. can't blame them. they were busy with a friend from barcelona. they were sending him off to the airport too. terminal 2. i was at termianl 1. fortuantely they rushed down. i felt so much better after seeing them. i was on the verge of tears. lol. to think about it, it's pretty silly for a big girl like me.
we had fun at the airport. after checking in, we went to the duty free shops in the airport. i haven't been overseas for a long time. we took the skytrain to the other terminal and ran around with out bags like animals. haha. there were a couple of cute japanese guys(students). i love their uniform, it look so much smarter than our in singapore.
before boarding the plane, i made a few phone calls to my family and some friends.
after a few hours of inflight movies, we finally saw the sun. it was about 7 ++++ in japan, tokyo. we arrived at Narita Ariport. i felt like crap in my stomach. must be indigestion, the roti prata churnning in my stomach. haha. we took a bus to haneda airport. i didn't feel better there. i tried puking, but there's no use. we had lunch at haneda. i had lunch with vanessa, her mum, edwin, alistair, weijoe. it was so expensice. we chalked up a bill of ¥6800. lol. most of them didn't like their food. lol, all of them had a go for my katsu curry. lol.
we took a flight to miyazaki airport later. that flight was the worst of my entire life. i was so freaked out by the turbulance. i was like 'ARE WE GOING TO FREAKING DIE???!!!' cause i don't want to just DIE LIKE THAT!!! haha. it was a two hour nightmare. haha.
alright. so we arrived at haneda. we had a warm reception. it was so sweet of those reps. we left for superhotel later. and a dinner followed. the dinner was so cool. it was a buffet. and we HAD SO much food. i had dinner with the family(edwin, vanessa, her mum), conan, and weijoe. after that, we left earlier and went for a lil shopping. and returned for debreif.
day2:
the hotel room was so freaking small, but uh so cosy. i love the toilet. especially the toilet bowl. they wash yr ass for you. i heard lots of stupid stories about the toilet bowl during the trip. haha. we woke up the next day for breakfast at the lobby. it was quite alright. typical japanese breakfast. rice, miso, blabla. we left for Aya town for the homestay. we went to Aya town school. it was a get away from the busy city life. you see big farms there. it's basically organic farms. they are very environmently friendly. the students were so polite. everyone would give you their megawatt smile and say hello to you. so friendly! =D we went to a suspension bridge.the view was spectacular. it was beautiful. we went to a farm. an orange farm. the air was so fresh and it's so cooling!. the oranges were so juicy and sweet. so so so fresh. ha. we went to the flower clock. it looks like the teletubbies playground. it's quite a sight. we rode on a horse too. i was so excited about the horse. haha. it was quite an experience. heh. i saw my host, miki there. she had horseback riding lesson i think. she's pretty.
we went back to the school. and met out host and their family. i saw miki's mum. i was scared at first. but now i love her as my mum. the homestay was really great. first night we had dinner in this diner like swensons. it's joyfull down there. it was a cosy place. i did stupid things there. don't ask. haha. xiao han's host, ayaka, is my host's miki's best friend. han and i were best friends before. haha.. so during the homestay, i hanged out quite a lot with han.
day 3:
i had a great sleep. the bed was so cosy. even better than my house. but i still love my own pillow and my blosters. and my sponge bob. haha..
her room was cosy. and i found a picture of her and wei chong on her desk!!!! heh heh heh. lol.
we went to a lot of places that day.
-aya castle
-winery town
-bowling
-karaoke
we had bento on the car. ha, i had this funny tasting red bean rice. we left for a concert for us from the school's concert band and ensemble. it was so good! after that, miki and i went home to bathe and we went to isana's house. vanessa and elvany's host house to stay over. we went online a lil and i chated with terrance and ken. it feels good to talk to friends back in singapore. ken was like 'NO, you can't be in japan!' ha. he's so dumb.
isana's dad returned when vanessa and i and vany were doing some friendship bands for the japs. vanessa freaked out and hid under the table. vany hid in a corner. i was like wth. hahaha.. vanessa told me that the dad was a crazy pervert. hahaha. he was drunk from the sochu. he said lots of funny nonsense. he even wanted vanessa to marry the son. haha....
day 4: we woke up and atempted to hid from the dad. but he was having breakfast and he asked us to join him. we had great breakfast. we even had desert to go along. i had tiramisu. yum. haha.. after that, i returned to miki's house to bathe then we left for miyazaki town for shopping. i bought quite a lot of stuff for my friends. after that, han went to cut her hair. and we took turns to stay with her. after shopping the whole day, we went home. han and ayaka went to miki's house too. it was the last day of the home stay. though i didn't talk a lot to miki's mum, but i felt closer to her than miki. her mum really touched me. we may have the communication barriar, but this made us appreciate each other evern better.
day 5:
it was a school day. we were introduced to the school officially. the band performed again. another wonderful performance. we went to the class and later played games with them. it was something like a improvised catching game. it's not a non brainer. lol. we had great fun. all the guys were ogling at levees. haha. she's gorgeous. who can blame her? haha. right, back to subject. ok. after that, we had gym lesson. we played quite a lot of sports.
later we had lunch in the class. it was an eye opener. haha.. the guys were not bad looking. heh. after that, they showed us around the school. it's not very big, but they are a very diciplined bunch of people. they are all so nice. =) after that, we did area cleaning. and suddenly everyone closed their eyes(the japs). we were like 'huh'?
but this closing eye thing is when their school bell rings. it's sorta a meditation thing to remind them to slow down whatever they are doing and when they open their eyes, they won't do things in a rush. i find this really good. especially in a fast paced life we lead here in singapore, sometimes we really need to slow down and reflect if this is what we really want. and think about it. if i have a choice, i'd live there. after the area cleaning, we had lessons. it was japanese language. lol. we were bored to death. after that we went home. to get ready for the farewell party. han and i went to the school early. about 5.30. we were told to meet in school. but obviously we had a miscommunication when it turned 6.15 and no one was there. so we saw miss kit lee and mr michael, they told us we were supposed to meet in the cutural centre for tyhe farewell. and told us about the miscommunication. what kukus we were. in the end, a teacher sent us there. the farewell was kinda fun. we danced, sang out hearts out and cried out hearts out. my okasan cried when i told her that i thank her for taking care of me these few days in japanese. my eyes were watering already. god. after the party, before boarding the bus, she was holding my hand all the way to the bus. i was so worked out. i was so so so so so miserable. i cried all the way back the the hotel. goodness, while i'm typing this, i feel like weeping again. i miss my okasan so much!
day 6: free day!!!!!! shopped till i dropped. hahah.. we shopped till 2 and reterned to the hotel forgetting that the hotel is closed for cleaning. and vanessa mum did the craziest thing. she took out whatever we bought and laid on the streets. and said 'douzo!' to whoever who went past. it meant please! lol. sometimes when we lay our pride aside, we really have fun. i was laughing like mad. hahahaha!! it was the funniest thing that happened. we went back to the hotel at 3 and vanessa had a nap. while i went to han's room to disturb her. we left for the town again at 6 and came back about 10 plus. we had lots of neoprints. it was much more cheaper there. there's this sofa machine in heeren which they have the same one there. in singapore, you have to pay $10 for it but we paid ¥400 for it. which is about S$6+. less than $7. it's so worth it. we took it 6 times. haha. it was so much fun. they had costumes for us to change in.
day 7: it's a whole FREAKING DAY of travelling. my okasan saw me off from miyazaki airport. i cried all the way to haneda again. before i went for my first flight, okasan brought me to the shop and bought me some stuff. i was like 'iie(no). nevermind' but she insisted. she held my hands again. she treated me like her own daughter please. even miss cat lee said she felt so touched when she saw us. goodness. i was so freaking sad when we left. i didn't even want to leave. it's all the irritating flights again. sian.
this trip is the highlight of my 2004.
