today kinda sucked.
physic paper, yada yada.
not really in the mood to study a maths. i'd probably fail anyway.
we're not talking again. why? cuz of samuel ho again.
what i really feel is that if she doesn't let go of what had happened in the past and just let everything to affect her again, whatever i SINCERLY try to do will always seem like a fucking lie to her.
i'm not being hypocritical by consoling her cuz her calculator spoilt. oh my goodness, i'm just trying to do what a friend should do. and if she expects me not to still like him, i don't think i can do that. it's not easy okay.
i really really really fucking hates it when we are like that.
i hate being accuse of things like that.
i hate a math.
got to study, will keep this short.