went training today. after resting for so long due to my infection, my runs are bad. my 800m time trial was so off. and my knee hurts like shit. not enough time already, nationals are like less than a month away. must train hard.
we went to have lunch after training. after that, we went to conan's house and watch lost. i had a great time making fun of him.
me:EEEEE!!! don't touch that! conan might have masturbated on it and semen might get all over it!!!!
conan: shut up la. *looks at gary* see, she's so retarded
*i rolled my eye*
me: GAY!
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me: CONAN'S UNDERWEAR ARE ALL FROM HUSH PUPPIES!!!
conan: SHUT UP LA! STUPID!!
me: GAY!!!!!
i took a bus and later walked home. when i walked up, those thoughts came back again.
'you are on your own now'
'no, i don't want'
face it, i'm probably going to be a spinster for the rest of my life.
picture this
Spinster WENY: hey kitty kitty kitty, come to mommy..
kitty: MEW
Spinster WENY: mommy loves you so much you know that?
kitty: MEW
Spinster WENY: aww, you love me too?
kitty: MEW
it's going to be real sad. talking to cats all day. haiz.
i want to get married to someone i love more than myself and someone who loves me more than himself.
have 4 kids and a house full of animals!
keep dreaming weny..